Realisation!

Hey Everyone, I just realised something, nobody really reads my blog. I don't really care but I thought I would just post it. I am happy just typing to myself I guess, really I suppose this whole thing is just sort of like a diary for me. I like blogging even if noone reads it, I like just processing my mind through this particular media. However if there are any people who read this please don't feel put off, I will continue to blog no matter what, in fact if you are reading this please feel free to leave me a comment.

So anyway back to recent happenings. I have still got no job, I am taking things pretty easy as I don't want to stress myself out and I am feeling much more settled about being home all the time, it seems that God really changed me over the last few months, it feels good to know that I am now so much more patient than I used to be, so much more at peace with everything, and so much happier with my wife and my life. God has blessed me so much with all that he has done to me recently, so much so that when me and my wife have an arguement it becomes resolved very fast. I must admit though I am definitely not perfect and I do still keep getting things wrong however when I do make mistakes it isn't a tragedy as it now feels as though it is just another thing I can learn from. Each challenge brings new knowledge, everything has a meaning and something that can be taken from it. Another thing is that the communication lines between me and God are very much open pretty much constantly and when I do make a mistake I apologise and I don't feel bad about it afterward, because he has got my back, he cleanses me of all my wrong doing, he makes me feel ok again. I feel that he has blessed me and my wifes lives so much and he seems to have big plans for the pair of us. I love Him so much, I love my wife so much too, they are the 2 most important individuals in my life.

Thanks for reading and God bless,
NL