Try Again Please!

So I keep making mistakes with my new found faith, my new found love, and my new found relationship. It is so hard to avoid going back into old routines and not doing things the way we used to. God is being so gracious at the moment with us, he is helping us on so many levels. On the times that me and my wife are arguing it is probably because one of us is saying something that the other doesn't understand, in times like this all we have to do is pray we just say to God, 'Help us, please, we are having problems understanding each other, we want the words to speak and the ears to listen' and he grants it. The really cool thing is that just by praying it flushes both full of calm and peace so even if what is said afterwards is the same or what is heard is the same it doesn't matter as much because when we are calm like that it is so easy to communicate. Of course the biggest problem we make is that sometimes we try to go it alone and it goes on a lot longer than it should have, if we had just prayed in the first place we would never come to this situation where we are both angry and upset with each other.

So in otherwords even though we aren't getting things right all the time we are much better than we used to be, we are so blessed with each others company that even when disagreements arise we are still both convinced the other one loves us. We have been so blessed by God that we do argue less, we feel better about ourselves, about each other, about life in general really. I have this focus I have never had before and my wife isn't always having a terrible time at work.

Well we are getting on well so I feel fantastic... Also the greatest part is this, for the first time in I don't know how long I am actually really happy, even the sadness and the arguements are part of my happiness so I can't honestly say they are negative. I love my wife so much.

Thanks for reading, God bless,
NL