Sunday 24 May 2009

Evangelise To All

Within the last few months God has been giving me the idea to pursue evangelism in online gaming, it suits me well because I feel extremely confident online. Today while I was at church the speaker said 'we must find more up to date methods of evangelising to people.' For those of you who don't know evangelising is just spreading the word of God to the citizens of the earth. I felt that this idea of gaming evangelism is not only perfect for me but also fit with 'new methods' so I figure that this is God's confirmation that I should return to a world I left and speak about the Saviour I love to those in that game. That is pretty much it for now.

Thanks for reading, God Bless you all,
NL

Peace And Tranquillity

The day before yesterday I went to see a man who claimed to have a powerful healing ministry. I have to admit by the time I left I was pretty convinced. He prayed for me twice that evening, the first time I sort of swayed backwards and forwards and the second time I was, as my mum calls it, flat out. I must make the point now that the person in question, Davey Falcus, did not push me, I just sort of fell over. I had always believed myself to be someone who didn't fall over but this experience has obviously changed my opinion somewhat, whenever in previous years I have experienced the Holy Spirit I have I either stayed standing or already been sitting down. Anyway yesterday Davey was going to be doing a healing service, and something was holding me back from going. I felt tired and hungry and just basically down, however my wife convinced me to go. It was quite a good thing she did because I got a lot from the service. I believe that the reason I didn't want to go was because the devil didn't want me to go. In the end as I went I got healed for something that has been effecting me for about 2 years, I felt more peaceful and calmer in myself. I believe that God has healed me of this as well as healing my back which has been painful for about a year and now seems to be good again. I feel I should mention that all glory of healing goes to God and Davey constantly reminded everyone there that it was by God's power that all were healed. Well anyway I think that is it for now.

Thanks for reading, God Bless you all,
NL

Friday 22 May 2009

Panic At The Disco

So I am panicking somewhat, I have no idea what God has planned for me and it is getting closer and closer to me and my wife moving. Currently we have no place to live, I have no job, and I have no clue. I am also lacking interviews which would be handy right now. On a not so dark side I have just received an application today for a job near where my wife will be working which would be rather handing, as well as an email from a job I didn't get to say that they would like to tell me my weak points with my interview technique. I can feel that God is most definitely testing me greatly at the moment and I am unsure as to whether I will succeed with him or fail by myself. The only thing that is giving me much hope at the moment is the thing my brother said I mentioned in my previous post.

Thanks for reading, God Bless,
NL

Wednesday 20 May 2009

Dreaming Daze

This morning I had an extremely uncomfortable dream. I woke up about half an hour earlier than I was supposed to and got up because of it. The dream was rather unpleasant to say the least. Anyway I am starting to believe that the reason I was to apply for the course was firstly a test of faith and secondly to help me find another job that I only discovered while attending an interview for a position that was to go with the course. Though I would have prefered to have had it a bit easier my brother pointed out the other day 'God helps us, he doesn't spoon feed us.' God puts us on the right track, he guides us but he doesn't allow everything to be to easy for there to be a stimulating challenge. Sometimes it is hard to see what God has planned for us and in the end only he can know what he wants for us, but he does give clues occasionally. I feel confident that even if it turns out that this second job isn't the one planned for me there is something out there for me. I am sure there is a job or a course with my name on it, it just may not be so obvious at the moment.

Thanks for reading, God Bless,
NL

Monday 18 May 2009

Searching For Rocks To Stand On

The job I thought God had for me I failed to get, however he may have opened up an opportunity to get a job at my brothers church. Also as a quick update my wife finally has a job and we are going to be moving soon. I should probably apologise now for not keeping you updated on what has been going we have been going up and down the country for the last few months so I haven't been near a computer much. I went to the zoo today with my wife, mother, and one of my brothers, I have never been so it was quite exciting for me.

Thanks for reading, God Bless.
NL